With happiness there comes sadness
With melody there exists cacophony
There is no escape.
There are many moments which are not exactly joyful,enjoyable and affect us deeply, but in the end what makes us stronger, happier and a better person are these very moments as they are our teachers in a way.
Sometimes ones you thought you loved have neutral impact on you and you wonder where all that love go?
Its not gone, but you are grown as a person.
And its not like they have changed or you have changed, but yes something changed and change is okay change is good.
World is pacing with or without you,its you who have to decide your pace.
Sometimes sitting with legs dipped in river gives you relief and sometime speed boating in the same river gives you pleasure.
All what matters is you, and how you want to lead your life not how it is expected from you to act.

So just celebrate each day, each moment.